First post, I'll make it quick.

This is NOT going to be a "happy" blog for quite some time.

My mother passed away unexpectedly and rather traumatically recently, and I now am suffering not only with crushing grief, but also some really bad PTSD--which yes, I've already sought help for. They're going to attempt EMDR on me, but last week they told me I wasn't mentally ready to get into starting all of that. So we'll see what happens at tomorrow's telehealth..?!

This is a blog for myself, no one else. If you enjoy reading it, great. Whatever you're into. But I'm not writing for anyone else right now. So anticipate a lot of shit that won't make sense for a while probably, random ramblings, and short quotes, lyrics, or memes that remind me of my mom.

Don't like it? Piss off. Nobody asked you.

Love,
Star